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하지만 울고 있는 눈물이 보여 너의 슬픔이 보여
But I see the tears crying, and I can see your sadness.
Even though u leave, it will be worse....
Tuesday, 6 July 2010 / 17:04

하지만 니앞에만 서면 소심쟁이 되는지 (왜 이러지)
(I still become shy whenever I stand in front of you (Why am I like this))

hihi.
now currently hearing to Super Junior= No other
Repackaged album.....
ok. i dun wan 2 start to talk crap abt wat happen today in sch except for the last 30 mins before sch ended.
Sherlyn said smth abt her. I cried. Since she said tat, why is she still sticking to me?
Wat? Everything i said is true abt her....i shall stop here. I dun wan to be make it worse.

To her......

It's not ur fault....Its MINE. She's innocent. I dun wan 2 pull her into this.
Its our problem.. And we decided to stay as classmates?
We are strangers rather thn classmates. We ignore each other. didn't talk for the whole day today?
I'm Sorry tat this make u cried. I didn't noe tat it will make u hurt so much.
If u actually see me, and is reminded of the prob. U can actually ignore me.
Take it i didn't exist. So that it won't make u tat hurt....
Ur jealously couldn't be controlled.
She is innocent....
And u on fri gave me black face. I apologized to u.
On saturday morning, u continued....
I'm Sorry if i didn't notice u getting jealous....Until tat day.
On Friday, she lost her wallet. I'm just worried for her.
Haiz. Never Mind....We just need to understand each other again.
Or shld we stay like this for almost another year?
I Dun Know. Depends then.
If u hate me, u can hate me all u wan. Feel like hitting me? Sure, just come up to me. Just give me a punch. or a kick. Do whatever things that make u happy. Pull me by the collar. and hit me non-stop? Cry in front of me, blaming me. I won't mind. It won't hurt me. It won't hurt as much as i hurt u.....I'm Sorry..... 

To her.....

It wasn't ur fault. Stop saying its yours.... Seriously, its not yours.
Hate u? Why shld we hate you when u did nothing wrong? And u wan 2 leave HY?
Everything will become more worse, if u leave. There will be no advantages. Only Disadvantages....
If we dun go back to together, u would leave?
Now we r strangers rather thn classmates. I'm Sorry.
I'm Sorry that i dragged u into this prob. i and her could actually solve this prob by ourselves.
ARGHH. i regret.
Ur wallet being lost, can't be controlled too.
I mean not because of the wallet too....
Dun feel guilty. U done nothing wrong. I mean u r not the cause tat seperated us. My fault. Being classmates. its our choice......

What i had to say here.
Its to apologized to u two....
I'm Sorry.... Jealously can't be controlled. She is innocent. IDK how many times must i repeat this. Seriously.
We stayed as classmates. as i dun feel close to her anymore.... What's the use of acting close to her when u r not feeling close to her?

Had to go now. Before ending this post, i would like to apologize to u two....
I'm Sorry.
Seriously.idk how many times must i apologized....It won't make it up for u two....












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